Packing Boxes
By Cappuccino Girl
Pairing: Josh/ Amy, but mostly just about Amy.
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Still Aaron's, although I'll adopt them if anyone's offering.
Notes: In response to Jae's Defining Moments Challenge.
Amy's packing boxes. Pens. Chipped coffee mug. A holiday picture that got lost
in the back of the top desk drawer. The year old packet of gum that she found
next to it landed in the trash. She's packing boxes because that's what people
do when they resign. She likes to stress the fact that she resigned, because
it sounds so much better than 'being fired'. 'Being fired' has so many negative
connotations, whereas resignation implies a willing decision to leave. Her boss
forced her to resign. There was no free will.
Josh had sat on the couch in his living room in those stupid oversized pajamas
while she had spoken to her boss on the phone.
"You'll have my letter first thing tomorrow morning, " she had said,
twisting the brand new telephone chord around her index finger.
All her boyfriend had done was sit on the couch, didn't even put his arm around
her when she had hung up the receiver. She would have wriggled away from his
touch, but it would have been thoughtful of him to have tried to have hugged
her.
He offered to help her pack instead.
Amy blurted 'Fuck off,' before storming out of the room. She might have accepted
help with writing her letter.
She had to resign and Josh couldn't understand the concept because Leo and the
President had given him a second chance when he screwed up. This is because
he's a man, she had told herself. She'd love to know what second chances feel
like.
At two AM when they were still both awake and she wouldn't stop fidgeting under
the sheets, Josh said that the White House would hire her. She loathed being
offered a job out of pity.
"No, Josh," she exclaimed, shaking her head so vehemently that the
mattress shook. "I don't screw my way into a job."
He covered his face with his hands and sighed. Sometimes he feels like he can
do nothing right, so he kissed her instead because she had never complained
about that before.
She sits on her newly empty desk, legs swinging back and forth, admiring the
view she will no longer have. A job in the First Lady's office would be perfection,
she thinks. Most well paying jobs in D.C. would be tempting, assuming that they
would meet all of her criteria.
Secretly, Amy has always wanted to be headhunted while being in a fantastic
job, but that seems unlikely at present. Especially now that she's packing boxes.
Picture of her parents and her sister at Cape Cod, circa 1981. Electric blue
stress ball. Two framed photographs by some artist whose name escapes her. She
needs bubble wrap.
~ the end ~
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